Headaches

I'm in a "deep sink" right now thinking about what i should do with my outstanding overdues. The cursed four letter word just came out of my mouth; there's no one to blame but myself but still i just feel like cursing. Just my way of telling myself that i'll get through this: i don't know how but i will.

It's a time like this that i'm wishing to have someone to lean on. Not about money but will be a good bonus if the help is given. I'm talking more on having someone to talk to besides talking with air and wallpappered wall in my room. *sigh*

I have to do something about this. There's more to life than moping around and thinking of something you don't have and just wishing. (I can't help it though: I'm only human!)